all of a sudden, I'm smiling

My beautiful amazing friend T asked me out again. I know it means nothing more than a hot friend inviting her fat friend to go watch a comedy show. But I dig hanging out with her so much. For some reason I never run out of stuff to talk with her about. At no point have I ever gotten a vibe that she wanted anything more than a friend.  I keep telling myself that to keep my crush response in check. Maybe I'll get it through my thick skull 💀.