I wonder, I just wonder

I wonder what would it take to be in your world again.

I wonder what would it take to wake up and look into your eyes.

I wonder what would it take to lay in bed until way past one in the morning and laugh until we cried at something stupid.

I wonder what would it take to not be overcome by dread when I walk into the house and you are not there.

I wonder if you knew that noticed when you weren't there. 

I wonder what it would take to get you off. 

I wonder what things men did to you.

I wonder if you liked it. 

I wonder why didn't you ask me to do all the things.

I wonder if you ever loved me. 

I wonder if you know I loved you then, I love you now, and I will love you in the future.

I wonder.